I wouldn’t post before I was ready, because I didn’t want to write anything that didn’t feel authentic. If you know me, you know I am someone who is never short on things to say when I’m channeling.ĭuring the slowdowns and stagnations, I’d feel pressure to post, but I wouldn’t give in - for days or weeks - until I felt inspired again. I was getting tripped up on what my message and my audience should be. Culprits being moments when I was trying to force Divine Hustler to be just another generalized inspirational persona on social media. There were roadblocks and stagnations along the way. Now I know: My calling is to work with other beauty makers and help them by sharing my story and giving them access to the tools that have helped me. The three years it took to get to this point, of having completed leading my first retreat, a dream come true, feels like a long time, but the pausing and waiting for the inner knowing allowed me to get exquisitely clear. And when I was confused or didn’t know what to do, I would wait, and trust. Relying on my Human Design type (Generator) and my emotional authority, I would only take action when energy felt light. Thus I had found my higher calling, however, I still had to wait and see what it wanted to become. In my hunger and passion, I inadvertently was doing to my children what my dad had done to me! So, feeling this call inside myself, I went into this Divine Hustler manifestation kicking and screaming.Īnd then I had the uncomfortable realization that I’ve been doing to my children what my father did to me albeit preaching the gospel of self empowerment, personal development, spiritual enlightenment, healthy eating, fitness biohacking the spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical realms. He wanted it so much he forced us, his six children, to be his congregation and he would hold church on Sundays in our living room, and require us to do bible studies. All my dad ever wanted was to be a preacher. That Divine Hustler was inside of me, and others, and we all need to wake up, bring her out.īasically, I’m a wannabe-preacher’s daughter. I knew I felt called… that I had hard-earned wisdom to share. When the idea for Divine Hustler started to form inside of me, I didn’t really know what it was going to become. Thank you Laura for a life changing experience filled with love & grace❤️ - Kimberlee Jaynes

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